hurt no more; will i?

when you walk away

i shed my tears

promise to myself that

i will hurt no more

although you are gone

your shadows remains here

and i

still hoping that you are by my side

i hate myself

for longing you so much

i'll kill myself

for missing you this much

i know it's impossible

to drag you from heaven

it's my lullaby

my friends, my foe

my love, my loath

adding spice to this life

making myself alive

school reminiscence

i will always memorize

until the end of my life

the darkside [upgrade version]

when the darkness starts to grow

the world seems to be sorrow

we still hope the sun shines until tomorrow

all the earthlings seem to lose their halo

when the goodness in their heart are shallow

the universe lost its glow

the wind also no longer blow

but they,

still struts in a row

pretending nothing will disturb the flow

although the child lost their soul

anything but ordinary::avril lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
oh
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

mirage

my love,

you are only a lie;

imaginary piece of my mind.

sometimes in dark, your light hugs me.

sometimes in cold, your heat warms me.

sometimes in sad, you cheer me up.

but,

that's only your mirage

i see through my eyes,

i feel inside my heart.

infinitinya cinta

cinta laksana pelangi

mewarnai sanubari

menyingkir walang hati

membri seribu emosi

cinta persis matahari

menghangatkan pipi

menyinari sang puteri

membahagiakan insani

cinta itu inspirasi

cinta bagiku infiniti

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